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You are friendly, kind and caring
Sensitive, loyal and understanding
Humorous, fun, secure and true
Always there... yes that's you.

Special, accepting, exciting and wise
Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes
Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright
Yes that's you... not one bit of spite.

You're one of a kind, different from others
Generous, charming, but not one that smothers
Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game
But not just another... in the long chain.

Appreciative, warm and precious like gold
Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old
You'll always be there, I know that is true
I'll always be here... always for you.

INSIDE of ME

If you could see inside my soul
see inside my heart
you would know how I long for you
whenever we're apart

If you could see inside my head
if thoughts were things to see
you would know how I cherish you
how much you mean to me

In all the ways you comfort me
the way you hold me near
the way you know just what to do
to chase away my fear

The sparkle in your beautiful eyes
your smile, laugh, your touch
are just a few of many reasons
I love you oh so much

Knowing I can talk to you
about any and everything
and knowing together we will get
through whatever life may bring

I could search the whole world over
and this I know is true
I would never find another love
like the love I found with you

Though with each new day, each sunrise
we can't know what's in store
there is one thing I know for sure
each day I love you more

So if you could see inside my head
if thoughts were things to see
you would know I blessed I feel
to have you here with me

pada5/5/2009

tak dapat aku jangakan ..masa tu aku tgh tidor..mendengar cerita bahawa abang kedua ku meningal dunia disebabkan sakit jantung ....aku bagaikan mayat yg hidup tak dpt ku percayai pekara ini...aku nie berdosa sebenarnya selalu tak menghargai apa yg ade ...bila dah tak de baru mula meningatkan balik....aku minta maaf kepad abang ku..pernah aku menyakitkan hati mu ,harap dpt abang maafkan aku nie ...panggilan mu "raji" tak dpt ku lupakan ...knp abang pergi meninggalkan kami sekeluarga ...kesian kat mak ....selalu mengingatkan abang je...apa salah mak kat abang ...setiap tahun mak belikan baju baru untuk abang walaupun sudah 2 tahun dah tak de...aku tak dpt percaya yg abang aku sudah meninggal dunia ..lagipun abang merupakan anak kesayangan mak..saya betul2 menyesal apa yg telah sy buat kat abang ...maafkan raji nie anna ...i miss u so much anna ...we all miss u anna....

Titanic - Song

rASE sunyi je hari nie..

dah minggu nie final exam...semua rkn blk ku dah balik ..tinggal aq dgn kak senior aq je...tak tahu nak buat apa...klu ambil buku baca mengatuk pula...fikiran aq buntu ..mula lar ku berfikir bkn2..aq teringat mak ku di rmh ...kesian mak kena kemas rmh seorg2...setiap tahun adalah aq tolong sikit2 itu pun bila mak suruh ..masa tu malas pula nak tlg ...skrg rasa berdosa pula apa yg aku buat kat mak aku nie..masa aq dkt dgn mak aq tak rase pula mcm nie dan tak menghargai pa yg mak aku buat...aku minta maaf kat mak aku nie...maafkan lar sy nie mak segala dosa2 yg pernah aku buat...MAAFKAN AKU MAK ...aku rindu pada mu ibu ...harap ibu maafkan anakanda bongsu nie

friendship..

If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you,
And share with you its beauty
On the days you're feeling blue

If I could build a mountain
You could call your very own,
A place to find serenity,
A place to be alone

If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea,
But all these things I'm finding
Are impossible for me

I cannot build a mountain,
Or catch a rainbow fair,
But let me be what I know best,
A friend who's always there

misu dreams

In visions of the dark night
I have dreamed of joy departed-
But a waking dream of life and light
Hath left me broken-hearted.

Ah! what is not a dream by day
To him whose eyes are cast
On things around him with a ray
Turned back upon the past?

That holy dream- that holy dream,
While all the world were chiding,
Hath cheered me as a lovely beam
A lonely spirit guiding.

What though that light, thro' storm and night,
So trembled from afar-
What could there be more purely bright
In Truth's day-star?